Star Forever

A Day is just another day.

steadystar — Sun, 14 Feb 2010 01:50:11 +0000

When a day is just another day.
When dates no longer matter.
It does not matter if it is 14 or 18.
It does not matter if it is Feb or Sept.
When a day is just another day.

What is my life about?

steadystar — Mon, 01 Feb 2010 01:26:44 +0000

Sometimes I feel so small
I could just dissolved into the thin air
Sometimes I feel alright
I could just carry on with life as it is

Maybe just a bit more time
I could be more decisive and leave this
Mayble just a bit longer
I could get used to it and love as it is

But if this is what really want
If this is what my life is about

使命啊

steadystar — Thu, 07 Jan 2010 01:51:44 +0000

是你在那头呼叫着我吗？
呐喊着你是我今生使命。

还是这只是我的幻想呢？
吴以为我以找到了意义。

这条路能带我到终点吗？
带我到我想要到的天堂。

我是否该从新考虑人生？
从新再思考从新再选择。

我心真的很愿意留下来，
不再过飘浮不定的生活。

努力相信这是我的使命。
却找不到理由说服自己。

也许你仍然是我的使命。
或许只是地点不对而已。

He is with you

steadystar — Sun, 25 Oct 2009 15:27:21 +0000

Title: He is with you
By: Mandisa

There’s a time to live and a time to die
There’s a time to laugh and a time to cry
There’s a time for war and a time for peace
There’s a hand to hold in the worst of these
In the worst of these

He is with you when your faith is dead
And you can’t even get out of bed
Or your husband doesn’t kiss you anymore
He is with you when your baby’s gone
And your house is still, and your heart’s a stone
Cryin’ God, what’d You do that for
He is with you

There’s a time for yes and a time for no
There’s a time to be angry and a time to let it go
There is a time to run and a time to face it
There is love to see you through all of this
Through all of this

He is with you in the conference room
When the world is coming down on you
And your wife and kids don’t know you anymore
He is with you in the I.C.U
When the doctors don’t know what to do
And it scares you to the core, he is with you

We may weep for a time
But joy will come in the morning
The morning light!!!

He is with you when your kids are grown
When there’s too much space and you feel alone
And you’re worried if you got it right or wrong
Yes, He is with you when you’ve given up
On ever finding your true love
Someone who feels like home
HE is with you

With hope comes disappointment

steadystar — Wed, 21 Oct 2009 14:20:32 +0000

With every hope
I seemed to float

With raising feeling of hope
Comes some disappointment

With every disappointment
I learn to feel the ground again

Beautiful Soul III

steadystar — Wed, 21 Oct 2009 06:10:01 +0000

He hears,
He confirms,
He consider.

He decides,
He explains,
He executes.

He is precise,
He is accurate,
He is decisive.

What a quick thinker and executer.
I admire.

Beautiful Soul II

steadystar — Tue, 20 Oct 2009 06:09:08 +0000

Simple, Neat and Fit
He dressed to show it

He moves with much energy
But always calm and steady

He speaks with much clarity
Without display of any vanity

He is a beautiful soul
And I admire him so

A beautiful soul

steadystar — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 13:40:30 +0000

A little retarded reaction on my part.
Has brought others much extra work.

But in the mist of all the chaos.
I saw one very beautiful soul.

One that seemed all so ready to serve.
One that serve without any reluctance.

He is a beautiful soul instead.

Have to say

steadystar — Fri, 09 Oct 2009 13:37:08 +0000

I have to say say
What I have to say.

And so I said.
All that I wanted to say.

But I think I have said
A little too much of what I should say.

Wandering Soul

steadystar — Thu, 01 Oct 2009 13:19:49 +0000

Like a wandering soul passing through
Floating from one place to another place
Executing the only mission I am armed to do

Pausing once a while
Only to exchange a smile with another kind soul
Otherwise floating around in my invisible mode.

With no proper resting place
With no place I call my own
I try hard to keep my calling in focus.

Unexpected

steadystar — Fri, 25 Sep 2009 13:09:13 +0000

Unexpectedly caught in a bad traffic jam.
In a rare case of a mad rush for time,
I knowingly did not put up parking coupons.
Came back to find a nasty (not so) surprise.
A $30 parking fine attached to my windscreen.

Then expectedly caught in another bad traffic jam.
As I was expecting it, there were no mad rush for time.
But what was unexpected was there were no parking lot.
Resorted to park in another carpark a distance away.
And had to walked all the way back.

Hectic day ended at 4pm.
The only meal I had was in the morning.
At 7:30am, I had a bowl of cereal.
And now, at 4pm, I have a sip of water.

I can live on …

steadystar — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 16:02:48 +0000

10 days of anxiety has finally come to an end.
My heart raced as the report is read out to me.
I have two time-bombed installed in me.
But for now, the bombs are not activated yet.
So I am allowed to live on.

寻寻觅觅

steadystar — Sun, 30 Aug 2009 15:51:03 +0000

寻寻觅觅
寻寻觅觅
只为寻找

你曾有的生活
曾经走过的路
曾经说过的话

对你是好奇
对你是佩服
对你是羡慕

只想知道多一些
只想了解多一些
你曾步的那道光

愿有一天我能
步你曾步的路
感受你曾感受

Would it be now

steadystar — Sun, 02 Aug 2009 15:50:04 +0000

Stress at its highest point.
Energy at its lowest point.
Loneliness at its peak.
Life at its bottom.

40 years of life, what have I achieve?
Lots of failure experience to my name.

How long can I go on?
Before I surrender to the world.

Sitting here wondering what’s next?
Is there gonna be a turning point in my life?
If there is, when will it be?
Would it be now?

第八号当补

steadystar — Sat, 01 Aug 2009 15:48:19 +0000

记得好几年前看过这部”第八号当补”的片.
里头的一幕深深的流在我心里:
当那男主角在被恶魔带走之前更恶魔谈了个交易,
他以他的灵魂来换取他太太的幸福.
多年以后他太太病重在床时,他再次与她见面.
他问她为何有那么多条件优的男生她从不接受.
她回答说”我在等你回来.”
那他对她说”可我已经用我的灵魂来换取你的幸福,为何你不幸福?”.
她答说”等待也是一种幸福!”

多年以后,我还在思考中
不了解”等待也是一种幸福”的道理…

new Ending

steadystar — Fri, 31 Jul 2009 16:00:37 +0000

“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.” Maria Robinson

Changes

steadystar — Tue, 21 Jul 2009 13:44:33 +0000

Changes.
Ready For Changes.
Ready For More Changes.

Magnum Ice Cream – Destress Pill.

steadystar — Mon, 20 Jul 2009 13:37:04 +0000

I bought a magnum ice cream today.
It was meant to be an anti-stress pill for me.
The magnum never taste so good before.

又是18

steadystar — Sat, 18 Jul 2009 13:46:25 +0000

今天又是18

今天是普通的日子
有如昨天,有如明天
今天只是普通的日子

Smile

steadystar — Thu, 16 Jul 2009 15:59:36 +0000

“Don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened.” ~Dr. Seuss